#delete later.

[tls123]

learned a few months ago that apparently the name position in ship names indicates who's top/bottom???? i thought, okay that's probably a new thing but now i'm wondering......

is this a new thing or have i actually missed a crucial naming convention for ships for more than a decade

[nearestend]

back for one sec. tag ur muse (see tags for tws)

[zwoble]

what is wrong with them. are they stupid.

[thelastsaiyanprincess]

so tired of men in this community using me for emotional support or kink fodder then disposing of me when they're bored or find someone newer and shinier to play with

[blackwaxidol]

I'm so agitated that I want to scream into my hands and throw things but I will do neither because I am a good boy and both actions are pointless anyway. I also have food to eat.

I think I am motivated by the thought of transitioning only because I want the pain to stop. What pain, exactly? I can't place it, just only makes sense to describe the emotion as "pain".

I don't care about the ideal self, I don't think I have one. I don't even think these things would make me happy, this is because I don't actually know what is making me so sad.

I just want to get it over with and never think about it ever again and never tell anyone about it and never be questioned about it and– and– and...

Just a terrible, terrible burden for me. When I first started having this problem I struggled against it quite a lot as I really did not want it to be true, because I knew it would make me very miserable—either from other people or from myself.

Indeed it has made me very miserable. Bleat that it is a self-fulfilling prophecy if it makes you happy to say this to me at all, I'm not blind to the idea, but really I have always been very introverted and afraid of doctors. Or perhaps it is that I am a private person, I couldn't tell you.

"Afraid of doctors"... I was not born this way, obviously, but it has been with me since a traumatic event and I cannot make it better. The related fear of needles I am over, voluntary submission to blood tests has made it subside, now what remains is just something I do not understand.

The only reason I am so agitated to begin with is because I try making progress with transitioning so people are happy with me but I end up feeling like I am in a cage and people are sticking cattle-prods in my sides.

"So people are happy with me", I don't even know what I mean by this, it just feels like the correct sentence I am looking for.

To finish the sentiment, what I was saying is that I tried making progress with this and merely research gives me an awful panic/anxiety attack. Medical problems worsen this, and my head just hurts...

I try not to be a cynical person, I actually dislike that kind of attitude a lot... but I think the subject of my own transsexualism brings out a kind of cynicism, the one adjacent to pessimism, regarding myself.

Regardless... I have to go and eat. I'm not agitated anymore, I just sort of stop caring about this subject, or about myself. More specifically I think after this kind of emotion I lose sight of painful goals, not of my own volition. Bye-bye for now.

[exhabigou]

lol people who keep saying that sims 3 sims are ugly ok come on show me how big your cc folder is

[visionkept]

A friend told me that a huge docs with g.enshin voice directions + initial character description got lea.ked, they searched and found that it includes K.azuha's initial profile description ( when he was once K.iryu Ka.zuha ) and gods. . . it includes GAA2 lines as well AS A TOMO DESCRIPTION AND I'M GOING INSANE ! ! ! Putting it under the cut A AA A A:

万叶的友人，18岁，同为眼狩令之下的通缉犯，勇敢地选择对抗。年轻、对未来抱有憧憬，敢于怀疑一切自己不认可的事物。英年早逝美少年。,"Kazuha's friend, 18 years old, and a fellow wanted criminal under the Vision Hunt Decree. Bravely chose to fight back. Young, full of hopes and dreams about the future, dares to question everything he doesn't agree with. A wonderful youth who died before his time.",

CANON TOMO DESCRIPTION SAVE ME. Wdym they "died before their time" ? ! I'm not okay ! ! ! I do believe that the ages were changed as the initial Kazuha was described around 16-17 plus, Kazuha drinking in canon shows that he ISN'T a minor. According to the description Tomo truly IS someone that will rebel, they are truthful to their beliefs and that they do question everything. Also the last part. . . DIED BEFORE THEIR TIME . . . it makes me wonder if they KNEW what was planned for them and they decided to change their fate.

"FULL OF HOPES AND DREAMS ABOUT THE FUTURE" they represent inazuma's ambitions and I'M NOT OKAY.

[badstepsmoving]

sending anon hate in 2024 is very cringe and some of y'all need to get a hobby smh

[118diazs]

GOOD MORNING HAPPY FIREFIGHTER DAY

[gyoukukens]

it's a munday in europe. uhhh becomes yuji and sukuna

also yuji looks good with glasses

[tls123]

trying to clear out some of my likes/drafts so i'm sorry if there's some clutter by me on your dash this morning, as always you can blacklist my url or block me if you want. it won't be for long i promise!

[cinderschild]

What if dragons were like ribbon eels?

[dustandshadows-if]

so what are yalls thoughts on a love triangle route

[nearestend]

that being said, alice is (still and always) circling my brain with a candlestick like it's an old haunted manor and she's pretending to be a ghost. hmu if you wanna go on a date with her or whatever, i'll see what i can do (on disco)

[blackwaxidol]

State of transsexualism in this country is fucking miserable, I really cannot forgive myself for backing out all those years ago. We wouldn't be in this situation, would we.

[edgydroned]

i think i hate every single one of these